it is windy today. Doesn't it seem to be windier than it used to be? A new world is coming?
Squeezing in moments of writing into this morning before.
I hate small talk.
the house is clean and there are few moments of simply complete quiet and stillness. I'm gathering energy.
We gather and have a loud, rambunctious, dinner. This is who we are.
Many moments today where I want to hide away, where I want to gather up my tender and raw feelings and retreat to tend to my healing by myself.
Honestly, my feelings get hurt so easily lately. I do not understand the angst.
these are the times when I simply wish I were different than who i am. My too muchiness is too much even for me.
Awake late, feeling anxious, maybe some excitement, maybe too much sugar.