I have many carts before my horse ... yes, just one horse. and many carts. All out of order.
I don't allow myself to be in a fertile void ( thank you Kate Northrup for some understanding around the upward cycle action plan )
I think I have many judgments wrapped around my more inactive modes. Feel like I always have to be reaching forward, moving, and discontent.
I am afraid of being labeled lazy.
rain again today and the day feels less productive ... from a doing standpoint.
From a being perspective, I am have been quite busy pushing my feet deep into the ground and pressing my ear against my soul and listening hard.
I want easy answers but nothing about any of this is easy.
I need course correction and my guiding question has to be what is serving my deep healing.
I don't like disappointing people.